shoutout to the people who text me first, hit me up with plans, or check up on me from time to time
y'all a real one
When I figure out what it is that frightens me, I shall also know what I love here. Fear has always guided me toward what I desire. And because I desire, I fear. Often it was fear that took me by the hand and led me. Fear leads me to danger. And everything I love is risky.
shoutout to the people who text me first, hit me up with plans, or check up on me from time to time
y'all a real one
I want someone who can’t stop kissing me and pulls me back in everytime i pull away
There is a lack of hickeys on me and that is saddening.
sometimes i get this urge to just get up and go. delete all my social media have no trace of my old life and just restart. i really think that would be good for me sometimes
does any1 else go thru periods where u don;t want 2 talk anybody not bc ur distressed/angry or u dislike the people ur talking to but bc the pressure of having convos gets overwhelmin sometimes and u jus want 2 step away 4 awhile like i feel like an asshole for going ghost a lot but it;s therapeutic 4 me the pressure of being present and vocal all the time is tew much
